Tuesday 31 January 2012

EXCITEMENT FOR THE UNKNOWN

If any one of you had talked to me about leaving behind my job to pursue my true hearts desire 6 months ago - I would have looked at you like you were crazy. I was a really different person back then - so fearful of the unknown. I've had to go through a lot of tears, self-doubt, discomfort, humility and another whole nine yards to get here. And I'm still going through it! But an important lesson that I have learnt is that fear isn't as bad as it seems. Fear is just an experience that clouds our judgement so that we can't see the whole picture.

So now having realized that, I wake up every day feeling more and more excited. The unknown that used to scare me so much seems so minuscule to the amount that I have learned and am still learning. I discovered that I love learning about things that I feel very passionate about. And when you have ambition, passion and drive for the unknown - the places it can take you are amazing.



IN THE BEGINNING...

I find myself at the beginning of a beautiful idea that is coming to life. When I put the intention of using my creativity for my highest good and to the highest good of others into the Universe, I didn't expect the response that I was going to receive! Such wonderful, loving and quirky people have entered my life to help assist me in this quest and since then, it has not stopped being exactly what I needed. I always find that the beginning of any idea is the hardest to create, however, when you finally get the ball rolling, it seems to gain such intensity and speed that it doesn't stop for anything. The trick is to keep believing. And that is what I am doing now.

Just to backtrack here - a lot of you who are reading this are probably wondering - who the heck am I? I am no different then anyone else out there. I began to realize this as I was becoming more and more dissatisfied with my life and was coming to the conclusion that I was not filling my soul purpose. Have any one of you felt the same way? Oddly enough, I'm finding many people out there who resonate with that same feeling. I am one who only understands a fraction of the knowledge that our Universe supposedly holds, but I also understand on a deeper level that there is more to life than what we know. I am on this quest to keep learning, and to share what I am learning, because it feels right to make this information available to everyone. Anyone who is considered spiritual will understand what I am saying. And its not even about being spiritual... its about being at peace with oneself.